Lyrics of "Ineffable Desire"

Another Side l Covered With Sweat l Crossing The Border l Dance With Me l Fast Life l How Things Have Changed l I Can't Sleep l Ineffable Desire l
So Special l Swamp Of Lead l Thought Control l Violent Silence


Another Side
written by Ella Blame

Let's go over to another side,
Where love is all around.
Let's go over to another side,
Just follow this sound.

Let's go over to another side,
Where death is no fear.
Let's go over to another side,
Just take my hand, I'm near.

I hear you coming,
Let's go through the night!
I hear you humming,
Is everything alright?

I hear you coming,
Never forget your goal!
I hear you humming,
Let's heal your atrophied soul!

Let's go over to another side,
Where love is all around.
Let's go over to another side,
Just follow this sound.

Let's go over to another side,
Where death is no fear.
Let's go over to another side,
Just take my hand, I'm near.

I hear you coming,
Let's go through the night!
I hear you humming,
Is everything alright?

I hear you coming,
Never forget your goal!
I hear you humming,
Let's heal your atrophied soul!

 
Covered With Sweat
written by Ella Blame

Last night I woke up
Covered with sweat.
Because I had a dream
That made me feel bad.
I want to tell you the story
Because you were part of it.
I dreamed my death that wasn't gory,
It wasn't painful, just a soft hit.

Everywhere was anywhere
And I didn't understand the elsewhere.
A lot of people were around me
But you were the one whom I couldn't see.
Everything began to turn around,
Too much for me, so I was driven into the ground.
Ground.
Ground.

It seemed to be a waiting room
To the next existence travel.
And my sadness was one thought:
I could forget you on the next level.
So I woke up, fearsomely crying,
And I wished, and I wished, and I wished
You were lying in my bed.

Last night I woke up
Covered with sweat.
Because I had a dream
That made me feel bad.
I want to tell you the story
Because you were part of it.
I dreamed my death that wasn't gory,
It wasn't painful, just a soft hit.

Everywhere was anywhere
And I didn't understand the elsewhere.
A lot of people were around me
But you were the one whom I couldn't see.
Everything began to turn around,
Too much for me, so I was driven into the ground.
Ground.
Ground.

All over, I felt brightness and softness,
Only sadness remained and I felt aimless.

It seemed to be a waiting room
To the next existence travel.
And my sadness was one thought:
I could forget you on the next level.
So I woke up, fearsomely crying,
And I wished, and I wished, and I wished
You were lying in my bed.


Crossing The Border
written by Ella Blame

Come with me!
There's only this chance left.
Come with me!
There's only this chance left.
Forget everything
(Come With Me!)
And come with me!

Come with me, I'll show you a world
That you don't know yet.
Come with me, what you'll experience there,
You won't ever forget.

Maybe, you're afraid of crossing the border.
I tell you, it won't hurt.
Forget everything and come with me.
There's only this chance left.

I can't help you with your decision.
I'll still give you some time,
Time until this song has come to an end,
Come to an end.
Time until this song has come to an end,
Come to an end.

I can't help you with your decision.
I'll still give you some time,
Time until this song has come to an end.

 
Dance With Me
written by T.C.

Dance with me, you make me going wild!
Take me in your arms and I will be all right!
Forget what's around us, hold me tight!
Take me in your arms, and be sweet and mild!

Do you feel my heart jumping with the beat,
I'm hanging on your lips and listen to the sound.
My little, pumping heart explodes of heat,
Grab me at my hips and turn me around!

 
Living Fast
written by T.C

Living fast
Makes life so easy
But may shorten it, chum, stay alive!
Chum, stay alive!
Chum, stay alive!

You're running down the road of life.
You never see what's left and right,
Above and below you, nor inside.

Chasing yourself makes you forget
The harm been done to you when you
Have still been an innocent child.

You think living fast is the kick
That you need to survive this trick.
Although you banned drugs from your life,
You're a junkie, a man in need.

The car shoots over the highway,
The radio plays awful noise,
Hunting to still another date,
The trunk overloaded with toys.

Through the windshield, you see your wife,
Your children you almost forgot,
The car slips and begins rolling,
That's the end of a real, end of a real,
End of a real,
End of a real,
End of a real,
End of a real fast life.

 
How Things Have Changed
written by Ella Blame

I forgave you and I know
You forgave me, too.
We had much time to think about,
And I know it's true
That I do love you.

We are not perfect
Although we really try.
We believed not to be
Strong enough to
Live without a lie.

Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see.
Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see
How things have changed,
How things have changed.

We are just human beings
And should give our best
Not to destroy our feelings
Because what'll be the rest
We would leave over?

I'll try not to hide myself
Behind my second face
And I hope you'll beside me.
There is a lot of space
For all the two of us.

Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see.
Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see
How things have changed,
How things have changed.

Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see.
Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see
How things have changed,
How things have changed,
How things have changed.

Come, come, come home to me.
Come, come, come home to see.
Come, come, come home to me,
To me, to me, to me,
To see, to see,
To me.

 
I Can't Sleep
written by Ella Blame

I can't sleep
'cause you've killed my soul.
To feel this pain
Was never my goal.
My heart is beating
As fast as it can.
Cannot believe
That you're not the right man.

Don't treat me like that
'cause I can't stand it.
There is this feeling,
Killing me bit for bit.

Don't treat me like that
'cause I can't stand it.
There is this feeling ...

I never planned
To fall in love with you, guy.
I never thought
That it was only a lie.
I remember your eyes
When they were looking into mine.
It's not long ago,
I can still see them shine.

Don't treat me like that
'cause I can't stand it.
There is this feeling,
Killing me bit for bit.

Don't treat me like that
'cause I can't stand it.
There is this feeling ...

There is this feeling,
There is this feeling, feeling,
Feeling, feeling, feeling,
There is this feeling ...

I can't sleep
'cause you've killed my soul.
To feel this pain
Was never my goal.
My heart is beating
As fast as it can.
Cannot believe
That you're not the right man.

I never planned
To fall in love with you, guy.
I never thought
That it was only a lie.
I remember your eyes
When they were looking into mine.
It's not long ago,
I can still see them shine.

I can still see them shine.

 
Ineffable Desire
written by Ella Blame

Remember, yeah, yeah, yeah, remember!

Remember when I said "Don't touch me!",
You know that's like dangerous torture.
Remember, I said "Don't come close to me!"
Because I can't stand it, that's for sure.
I want to embrace you, want to feel you very close.
This will never end, it's a never-ending pain that I chose.

It's like a curse.
I can't calm down
Although I feel paralyzed, paralyzed.

I'm looking for the right way out,
Still not knowing if I want to find it.
The tears in my suffering eyes
Are like a little fire.
And the bulging pain in my stomach
Makes me feel an ineffable desire.

It's like a curse.
I can't calm down
Although I feel paralyzed, paralyzed.
It's like a curse.
I can't calm down
Although I feel paralyzed, paralyzed.

Please, please, please let me be free!
Let me be free!

 
So Special
written by Ella Blame

Lover, come close to me,
I wanna feel you and touch you all over.
This will be so special, we'll be free,
Forever, my sweet love, we will hover.

I feel your breath, I smell your smell,
My lips and your lips don't miss their aim.
I feel your hands with every cell
Of my body, hear you whisper my name.

Let's love, let's feel,
Let's move, let's cry,
Let's dream, make it real,
Let's breathe, let's die!

Let's love, let's feel,
Let's move, let's cry,
Let's dream, make it real,
Let's breathe, let's die!

I'm trembling, can't stand to wait any longer,
You're moving so slowly, I hold my breath.
Your and my body so close together,
Oh, nothing will stop us besides our death.

I'm losing control and so do you.
Only rhythm and breathing and heat.
Let's cry out now and never feel blue,
Never wake up because this dream is so sweet.

Let's love, let's feel,
Let's move, let's cry,
Let's dream, make it real,
Let's breathe, let's die!

Let's love, let's feel,
Let's move, let's cry,
Let's dream, make it real,
Let's breathe, let's die!

 
Swamp Of Lead
written by Ella Blame

Swamp of lead,
It doesn't matter.
Swamp of lead,
It doesn't matter.
Swamp of lead,
It doesn't matter.
Swamp of lead.

It doesn't matter,
If you're here, if you're there.
It doesn't matter,
It's something I can't bear.
It doesn't matter,
How far away you are.
It doesn't matter,
How near or how far.

I miss you, forget you,
Adore you, despise you,
I yearn for you and push you away,
I call for you but you don't say
A word, a word, a word,
A word, a word.

I can't go back
And I can't go ahead.
It's like sticking
In a swamp of lead.
I have to tell the truth,
But I don't know how.
I know that I have to choose,
But I don't want to do it now,
To do it now, to do it now,
To do it now.

I miss you, forget you,
Adore you, despise you,
I yearn for you and push you away,
I call for you but you don't say
A word.

I miss you, forget you,
Adore you, despise you,
I yearn for you and push you away,
I call for you but you don't say
A word, a word, a word,
A word.

I can't go back
And I can't go ahead.
It's like sticking
In a swamp of lead.

I miss you, forget you,
Adore you, despise you.
 

Thought Control
written by Karin Hell

It's an amazing maze
In which you'll lose your mind.
When you risk a gaze
You leave your future behind.

You found your way in.
Now you wriggle and writhe,
Your head starts to spin.
My thoughts control your life.

Your synapses snap -
Balance error in your brain.
The spinning speeds up
Until you swoosh away,
You swoosh away, you swoosh away.

You'd like to worm your way into my brain,
But once you're inside you won't get out again.
You'd like to worm your way into my brain,
But once you're inside you won't get out again,
Get out again, get out again.

It's an amazing maze, it's an amazing maze,
It's an amazing maze, it's an amazing maze.
Thought control, thought control,
Thought control, thought control.

It's an amazing maze
In which you'll lose your mind.
When you risk a gaze
You leave your future behind.

You found your way in.
Now you wriggle and writhe,
Your head starts to spin.
My thoughts control your life.

Your synapses snap -
Balance error in your brain.
The spinning speeds up
Until you swoosh away,
You swoosh away, you swoosh away.

You'd like to worm your way into my brain,
But once you're inside you won't get out again.
You'd like to worm your way into my brain,
But once you're inside you won't get out again,
You won't get out again.

It's an amazing maze
In which you'll lose your mind.
When you risk a gaze
You leave your future behind.

You found your way in.
Now you wriggle and writhe,
Your head starts to spin.
My thoughts control your life.
 

Violent Silence
written by Ella Blame

I want to scream to break the chain
But I can't do it at this moment.
I want to shout out all the pain
But suddenly I'm only silent.

These restless hours are not ending,
This silence is so violent.
My feelings always are contending,
Is this the beginning or the end?

Then I'm revolving fast and faster
But everything remains the same,
Stretch out my hands to avoid disaster
But there's nobody to reach for them.

I'm hitting and pressing against the wall
But nothing moves, really, nothing at all.
I'm stomping on the floor in total desperation,
My prison is everywhere, is this my creation?

Creation ...

I want to scream to break the chain
But I can't do it at this moment.
I want to shout out all the pain
But suddenly I'm only silent.

Silent, silent, silent, silent, silent ...

I hang on to myself and feel no more pain,
Forget to breathe and lose my surrounding,
But something takes breath and I find a lane
To create a new way, and that's a beginning.

Then I'm revolving fast and faster
But everything remains the same,
Stretch out my hands to avoid disaster
But there's nobody to reach for them.

I'm hitting and pressing against the wall
But nothing moves, really, nothing at all.
I'm stomping on the floor in total desperation,
My prison is everywhere, is this my creation?

I hang on to myself and feel no more pain,
Forget to breathe and lose my surrounding,
But something takes breath and I find a lane
To create a new way, and that's a beginning.

Mhmh, and that's a beginning.
Mhmh, and that's a beginning.
Mhmh ...